i wanna go dancing with someone and think i’m falling in love
but it’s just the alcohol
making me smile
i wanna go see the stars and sights
i wanna spend all my lonely nights
with someone that looks
just like you
it’s been so long since i’ve been kissed
every time i aim it seems i miss
i forgot to love the light
of your morning laugh

none of that is real
i don’t know if i can make myself feel
enough to be alive

there are dead bugs in my room
i guess we share the same tomb
tiny soft bodies
and silver legs

thought they were slipping through the screen
my open window to hear the birds preen
closed the glass
now im all alone

they kept appearing in the night
wake up to bodies on my duvet
so now i wonder
if they’re coming from me

all alone in my room
i imagine the things we’d do
if i could step into fresher air

i wanna go dancing with someone and think i’m falling in love
but it’s just the alcohol
making me smile